My Spa presentation is over!
Finally, Cruise test down, Spa assignment & presentation down.
2 down but still, more to go. Coming up w DPD quiz tmr and Ebiz assignment on Friday.
Fighting everyone, fight fight fight! (Y)
But i've yet to start on anything :x
Im too tired, yes i am. & i wna sleep my day off, i actually want my holidays quite bad.
What bout you guys? Yes? Ahahaha, okay who doesn't right!? Well, another 2 more weeks
to mid sem break. There comes our holidays, Christmas & New year coming up!
I know you hate/upset/detest me now.
Please continue to hate me for the rest of your life, please do.
Things will always get better, just a matter of time.
I had a whole lot of fun this weekends.
I caught Breaking Dawn on Friday night w Nic & Kenny. I swear this two boys are
damn idiotic. They didn't know what the movie was bout and they just agreed to watch.
They end up complaining bout the movie. They don't relate romance stuffs. Awww!
Ahahaha those two silly boys, forever making jokes without even trying.
Had my Saturday out w this clique of crazy pple laughing and doing silly stuffs.
Sang and went to have steamboat for dinner before heading to town and snap those pretty
photos w the X'mas trees. A lil too early for christmas now? Hahaha!
Spent my Saturday well and real exhausted.
Gotta go catch up w my sleep before going back to work and presentation for tmr.
Wish me lots of luck? Cause im starting to get nervous just by th thought of it!
Have a good Sunday ahead everyone! :)
I've been doing my best to do what i can.
But what if it doesn't goes away? I don't wna admit it, cause admitting it only hurts me more.
Not that i don't want conversations. I just don't like to have conversations only when th other
party wants to. I feel like as if the conversation is made only when im thought of/needed.
I want conversations like any other people i can talk to.
If you wna talk to me, talk to me everyday. Don't just talk to me for a day or two and then
disappear or stop the next day for no apparent reason. Im back to the square one, try to forget
and act like nothing had happened before, and move forward again. Then the cycle repeats.
I don't need to feel important.
I just don't wna feel like neglected, feel like im always a second choice when needed.
You understand? Please make a wise choice, don't always do this to me cause i don't deserve
being treated like this. Nobody does, we have to think for the other party in their shoes.
Always put yourself in others shoes.
If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person, too.
We need to, really.
Im that kinda girl who can spend my entire day listening to music.
My mood probably changes according to my playlist, playing one song after another.
I spend my time listening to the songs, paying attention to the lyrics, rhythm and beats.
I smile unknowingly while listening, i get excited when i hear really nice songs.
I frown and cry when i hear sad songs.
I can hit the replay button for a particular new song that i find it nice throughout the day.
While im on my way to places, home while using my laptop, listening to the same song.
I sing to it, and sometimes i find myself singing in the public and my brother says im mad.
To me, life without music is a really sad thing.
Music is part and parcel of my life, it accompanied me through my good and bad times.
& it will always be, music is a beautiful thing in life, yes it is.
Yes i am, that girl who really loves music and singing.
Work was good as usual yesterday.
Cause i've my nice friends around, talking rubbish and laughing at everything tgt.
Starting to really like my workplace w all those pple there, feels like a big family!
Also, w some TPSS pple working there as well. Heeheehee, make my Saturdays great.
So, gna have a hectic week.
But hell, once its over, all th fun will come after it. So im looking forward to Friday!
Yes i know Monday have yet to arrive and im already hoping for Friday to come.
But yesss, i need it. I've like assignments and tests this coming week. Time Management.
Yesss i need my time to be planned properly or else, im gna be dead. :/
Need to be positive, need to stay focused, need to keep fighting.
The worst is over, its time to fight for the better days to come cause i deserve it!
Never give up my dear readers :D
Fighting everyone!
Flu the entire day.
Yes, and my eyes are itching because of my flu. So i keep on rubbing my eyes.
Now, my eyes are red and sore and my nose continues w its dripping. Arghs.
I feel so terrible, i can't actually concentrate or do anything thru out the whole day :((
Headed to Chinatown w my girls for project and everything.
Had like half of our time walking and walking to find the place yknow? Hahaha.
But still, its pretty nice to have outings tgt talking bout all the shit and laughing.
Working tmr.
And, i hope everything's gna be good and fine tmr. Feeling damn drained already.
Shud turn in earlier tonight then, i know its a friday night. Im usually out too, but..
Urrghhs i know right. I need rest or im gna collapse again already.
Enjoy your Friday pple!
Pretty stressed up lately.
Assignments, projects, tests, trainings, driving lessons, work.
Its making me a lil outta breath cause i can't plan my time well and im really frustrated.
Feel like crying cause idk how to handle right now, arghhhs. Someone please? :(
Anyways, caught "You are the apple of my eye" w my groupmates.
To be honest, its quite a nice show cause it'll remind you of many things in the past.
But the ending's still a lil sad, but well.. Ain't it true? I find what the movie says is true.
Guys at the same age of the girl will never be able to understand why.
Their maturity level will always be lower than us.
That's why theres always miscommunication and things where they always quarrel bout.
And yet, still.. guys don't know why girls are angry or doing for. Yeah for what?
For their own good, but they don't geddit. But well, i guess its reality. Cause the one you love,
isn't always gna be the one you're gna end up w. Yes, this is life. Let's all accept it.
Goodnights love ya'll !
Monday is over! (Y)
Im skipping school tmr.
Cause i gotta help out mummy & daddy w their event work, not enough helpers.
Only having the two of them is not enough, so i gotta go help out w the share.
But yknow what? I gotta like go out early in the morning at 7am! So earlyyyyyy :(
Okay nevermind.
I feel really tired these few days idk why but i don't get enough sleep still.
I hope i can get to rest and sleep for like a month or i don't have to worry bout all the
things happening around me. Just take a break from it, won't that be great?
So, met up w Yanting w chats earlier on.
Laughing like no tmr ~ Really nice to have a friend staying next a block to you! ^^
Back home and using my lappy, and planning some stuffs and etc. Yes, bout to turn in.
I hope insomnia won't visit me again tonight, cause i've a long day tmr.
Goodnights!
Why does Monday always arrive so fast?
Anyways, there's many things for me to do, complete and etc this upcoming week.
So i gotta plan my time well, time management is v important! You guys know right?
Heh, but honestly.. I like to keep myself busy. I like to make full use of my time.
And so, hope everyone's gna have a great week ahead yeah?
Let's all fight till its Friday again, weekends again, happy again, no more blues!
Ahahaha too positive right? Oh well.. Being positive actually helps okay.
Hee, goodnights all. :)
No work today ~
For th first week, after a month or so of working on every Saturday..
Today is the first that im not scheduled w a slot, and guess what?
I actually miss my friends working at Sim Lim tgt, i realized they made me happier.
Urghhs, all cause of in-charge too last minute telling me there's a slot.
I've already booked my driving lesson this afternoon, so i cud not work anymore :(
Mehhh. Hope im working next week, on Saturday. So i can see my retarded friends.
Hehehehehe, its always great to have nice people around you to talk to at work.
I've yet to get on w my work.
Tmr is a stay home day and complete all my assignments till im free! Bwaahh D:
Aitez, have a great weekend my dear people out there. Party crazily yeah?
Loveeeeeeeee youuuuuu alllll, muaahhhhsxzxz. AHAHAHA. ^^
11.11.11
Made any wishes? I happened to chance upon it without planning/waiting for it!
YEAY! So i made wishes, 3 wishes. Greedy huh? Teehee. Whatever it is, i made it!
Let's all be happy, happy and happier from now on ^^
23:59 was not too bad. But the movie was kinda short, less than an hour half.
Vulgarities flying around thru out the movie w EL. What only, seriously.
Ahahaha, anyways love conversations bout music and everything w him :)
Probably, th only one i can talk to bout such stuffs!
Let's let go all the unhappy stuffs and be happy from now on.
No more playing the good guy, fucking retarded, i fucking quit from now on.
Love & Peace! Love ya'll (L)
Hello all.
Had my virgin spa experience this afternoon for school's individual assignment.
I like, relaxed myself a lil. Hope it helps to take my insomnia away.
Gna have a hectic day tmr, lots of traveling to be done to and from school. :/
Sometimes, im really upset w myself.
Don't understand what is it that keeps me still staying here w nothing. Am i retarded?
Goddamn, fuck this shit. Damn annoyed, damn upset.
Whatever it is, its Friday tmr already!
Let's all endure one more day to have a good rest during our weekends.
One more day. Let's all be brave, fighting.
Oh hi its wednesday already!
I gave school a miss yesterday because i was down w insomnia and headache.
After all, i just had a lesson of APEL class, so it didn't really matter that much.
So, i had my entire day spent at home resting, resting and resting.
So, im back from training right now.
Bathed and waiting for my hair to dry up so i can turn in. So tired but i love playing netball!
& Guess what? Time for me to invest in a new sports shoes. -sighs- $$$$$$.
Yeah you got that, time to work harder for money, cause there's so much i need to spend on.
11.11.11 is coming.
You guys having anything special happening or plans on that day? Make sure you do.
Cause its once in a lifetime thingy! :)
2 more days, dreading, don't know if i can handle this.....
Have a good rest and weekends are approaching soon yeah.
Goodnights to all my lovely people out there. (L)
Went out this afternoon w this crazy woman to get stuffs and lunch.
Forever missing times we had in Secondary school doing retarded things tgt.
Talking on the phone thru out the night and then meet for breakfast before
heading to school. Crazy bitches like us, where to find? x3
I honestly, don't know why im doing this for.
Exhausted after working for 2 days in a row.
Never felt like this before, but yeah, its better than having useless things occupying my mind.
Work's been good w nice people around to talk and laugh bout all th nonsense we came up w.
Great to know its a holiday tmr, i finally can have a good rest :)
And of course having to do my projects and everything.
Uh, thought of it sucks big time. Yeah whatever, workload's starting to pile up already.
Urghhhs. Gotta manage time properly, or else im gna get screwed up badly.
Be strong in life my dear people.
Love & Peace!
You understand how this feels?
Oh hi there November.
School's been pretty good. Not much of a problem, yet. Yeah, you got that.
I used the word, yet. I've lots to complete for this semester and its kinda freaky.
Nevertheless, gna try and put in my best. Everything's been manageable so far.
Except falling sick and not getting enough rest.
Sucks to be me huh? I had the worst feeling ever for staying awake up to 40 hours
yesterday. Im not trying to break some world record or some shit. But hell, im so
bloody exhausted yet my brain doesn't wants to shut down and let me get my rest. :(
I finally, got like 6 hours of sleep last night.
I hope i'll be able to sleep again tonight, hopefully to get rest for my classes at 9am tmr!
Alrights, time to crash. Goodnights everyone, 2 more days to a long weekend! ^^
Insomnia sucks.
Cudn't slept last night, only had 4-5 hours of sleep.
So, i decided that i need to get my full sleep tonight instead. And i managed to turn in at 9plus.
But i still cudn't sleep. Till now, too many things occupying my mind. I gotta wake up early
in the morning at 6plus. But.. See? Im still awake. Insomnia sucks way too much. -Sighsxzs-
Thinking to stay awake th entire night.
But im gna have another long day in school tmr again. :/ Life kinda sucks for me right now.
And know what? I made one of the biggest decision in my life, and i did it at such weird timing.
Still, i did it. And its gna be for the best. Finally, after saying over and over again for so long.
Im finally letting go of all the unhappy things.
Whatever it is, October is over.
Here comes November and i hope all unhappy things will end and welcoming good things
coming our way. Let go of the past and look forward to our future and dreams! :)
Monday, November 28, 2011 
Perhaps one day you will understand why im doing this, its for the best.
