I've been doing my best to do what i can.

But what if it doesn't goes away? I don't wna admit it, cause admitting it only hurts me more.

Not that i don't want conversations. I just don't like to have conversations only when th other

party wants to. I feel like as if the conversation is made only when im thought of/needed.

I want conversations like any other people i can talk to.

If you wna talk to me, talk to me everyday. Don't just talk to me for a day or two and then 

disappear or stop the next day for no apparent reason. Im back to the square one, try to forget

 and act like nothing had happened before, and move forward again. Then the cycle repeats.

I don't need to feel important.

I just don't wna feel like neglected, feel like im always a second choice when needed.

You understand? Please make a wise choice, don't always do this to me cause i don't deserve

being treated like this. Nobody does, we have to think for the other party in their shoes.

Always put yourself in others shoes.
If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person, too.

We need to, really.

All that we really have is what's between hello and goodbye.
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