Hello December!

Your friend, November, lied to me. 

I didn't had a good one, so please please please don't let me down again.

I really need to have a good one though i, actually doubt... Maybe because im being 

let down too many times, which made me lost faith and hope already. Maybe, i guess.

December had always been a hell lot of happiness and laughters.

Idk for mine this year, many things have changed. Even so, i still remember everything.

Well well, not the time to get emotional right now, but yeah.. i guess i'll just keep those 

happy ones w me. I still can remember those times, warmth, genuine smiles & laughters.

Sometimes, to sacrifice, leave and hurt yourself is the only way left,

to stop the pain of others, and save the ones that you love from the misery you caused.

You understand? This got nothing to do w being noble. Its just the only option left,

to stop the wrongdoings of mine, the regrets i had for changing the beautiful things

and stop letting the pain continue hurting the innocent. Its gna be worth it.

Hang in there.